in my dream koala and one other unknown man have been hiding me in a motel and nobody was to know i used to be within the motel with them for my security. and we have been explaining to the supervisor to not inform a soul if anybody asks about my title or exhibits my image to the employees. and we have been going to present his lodge an excellent suggestion in my weblog. somebody was out to kill me. then later within the dream, my job was to dismantle some skyscrapers in NYC nicely out over the water and i used to be watching huge cranes out over the water and Donald Trump was solely a figurehead, as a result of he didnt see the necessity for them to return down, it was me and his 5 12 months previous Grandson Barron trump that was actually in cost. and im headed to an elevator to go to my room when some younger asian lady is yelling my title and that i see Barron trump together with his secret service element and theyre getting within the elevator with me and so they all have some actually unhealthy pores and skin irritation and the nurse is with them and it retains rising in dimension and that i point out how doesnt the dimensions of it go up and down fairly and bit and the way my very own allergy symptoms are quite a bit greater in dimension now and solely on 1 arm, not each.
and im at a poker desk and ive simply bought me a brand new automobile and that i wanted somebody to drive my previous automobile and retailer it.
nicely i managed to win solely 2 $200 drawings within the poker room thrusday, regardless of having the 2nd most tickets however after all theyre have been a ton of individuals with 100 hours or so and the excellent news was i didnt get referred to as as soon as id went house. got here again a bit of since i had the large drop on the vbj within the gsr to 18,800 this week. about proper after i wrote the final weblog determined to play stud stud8 combine whereas the drawing went on since i knew i wouldnt be capable of do any hitting and working it doesn’t matter what dimension my stack was.
i began shedding once more on the large break up and bought fortunate to win on the 100 play within the atlantis yesterday proper after i simply raised my bet whereas martingaling to 375 credit on the quarter. sufficient so it was a bit over what was wanted to fill out a w2. after which in a while, between the poker and the large break up, i gave again half of it, totally on the video poker within the peppermill.
i used to be going to the atlantis for the PLO on fridays, however theres a couple of individuals in that recreation, together with the host, who prefer to play Chinese language poker, and thats not even actual poker and gaming shouldnt allow it to be run within the poker room since they self deal and theres no rake. possibly they dont, as a result of its solely in 1 room, however nobody ever complains. however due to all of them desirous to play chinese language and three of them have been within the PLO and it was getting brief, it broke up earlier than i might get there. and since i used to be already on the bus, its why i sat on the 100 play machine.
how i rode the bus there’s a story in itself. u see the peppermill and the atlantis are like eight or so blocks away on the identical avenue and busline. i had purchased a day go for $Three that morning and since id already go for it i needed to journey the bus as a substitute of stroll. and it had simply bought darkish out and everyone knows how im uncomfortable hanging across the bus cease at night time as a result of most people on the bus are homeless and really determined for cash and much more so on the bus cease as a result of they hang around at that cease by the peppermill and plenty of dont even get on the bus.
and that i ask if the bus had simply passed by or was coming, one very ugly wanting white lady, one black man she is with, and one younger white man. and the white guys says he can have a look at his cellphone and see. he tells me its in 20 minutes and that i dont need them figuring out ive bought nicely over $1000 in my again pocket, so to narrate to them being broke, i discussed i didnt wish to stroll it to atlantis since i had a $Three go already purchased and that i wanted to get there to choose up $10 in free play (a lie). id overheard the white man speaking about how hes simply gotten out of jail and isnt desirous to assualt random individuals.
he mentions how brief the stroll is and asks me if i might give him the go as a result of he wants it to remain at someones home and his bus is approaching the other aspect of the road and to carry true to my story of not having cash myself i supply to promote it for less than $1. he says he doesnt have it asks his mates in the event that they do, which they do not want. so we’re all nonetheless there and by then 2-Three others have walked up, one on a bicycle and look like they do wish to catch a bus, however nonetheless younger guys with tattooes, all of whom are moderately poor and a girl too. and these others arent with them. nicely i see him together with his mates speaking, then a minute later somebody says hey the bus is coming. and when the man had talked of being homeless, i discussed id not too long ago misplaced the place i used to be at as a result of the lease was greater than i might afford and the way id simply moved right into a a lot lesser place for half the value. (true).
in order the bus is pulling up i supply at hand him my go as soon as i swipe it with the driving force, so i exploit it to board, after which hand it to him and thats the top of them as they stroll throughout the road. solely factor is with out the go, i ended up paying a cabbie $6 to return to the peppermill, as a result of the go wouldve been good til midnite. however i wouldnt felt like hanging out at one other bus cease anyway. for the one by atlantis going in direction of city is extra remoted than this cease is.
i hate driving the bus at night time. i do know God needs us to assist the homeless if we will afford it however im not one of many PPP AC lightning Josie sorts with quite a lot of more money. and that i dont like being pressured to do it or really feel obligated to and fear about my security if i dont. i wouldnt really feel this fashion if id gotten into fights my entire life and felt like i might defend myself.
however when a lot youthful i used to be in these situtations on a regular basis, driving buses at night time being alone in unhealthy areas, even sleeping outside the place i most likely shouldnt have, like a park in st louis. and scary areas of las vegas. even unhealthy sections of la and south chicago.
nevertheless it causes quite a lot of bitterness and resentment in direction of the homeless to pay $15 for uber to sparks only for my security as a substitute of a $2 bus, the anger i really feel over being out all that more money at night time simply makes it a lot tougher to care. have been i not afraid for my security at night time carrying a lot cash and simply as a lot so about being harmed and injured if i didnt have any cash to spare id save some huge cash over the previous 10 years. and thats concerning the time i ended driving a bus, when i handed 40 and when Uber began up. i solely used greyhounds in my early 20s. and much more so between 17 and 20.
the truth is Jamie despatched me a textual content the sport had broke earlier than i bought the bus. so when i bought the textual content i type of needed to stroll again into the peppermill however i used to be afraid it will make me look afraid so it was the very last thing i walked to do after id advised him about needing to get to the atlantis to choose up $10 in free play. so i used to be going over figuring out the sport had broke up and i used to be pissed at them for breaking the sport so rattling early im used to it breaking early however at 830?